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still hating boys. Still tired, still lacking sleep, still somewhat depressed.

my only up for today was that orient(aka horse) did so nicely today when i jumped him, even if he did whack his head on the fence when i tried to stop him.

Excited! I'm ordering my new euphonium!

Yay. Though it doesn't help my self worth that much. Still need to keep on keeping on and all that. Good thing DnD is tomorrow, because it rejuvenates my love for living. Hopefully it will bring me laughs and not my death.

Disappointed, stressed, frustrated, worried.

But Mama Cass makes it all better.

Stressed...

*shakes fist at still unwritten Practicum Thesis*

Mildly amused at the world.

Exhausted, lonely, restless and a bit confused....

Longish Rant:

My company went through a merger less than 6 months back, we were the little guy, but the bigger company approached us and offered really good terms, which they unfortunately failed to deliver.

So after the rounds of renovation and letters to clients and fund transfers and seemingly endless rounds of admin items and resulting backlog, most of those from my former company, with the exception of my direct boss, decieded to leave with about 2 weeks notices, which resulted in lots and lots of frenzied file packing and even more admin and increasingly late nights (with my mother staggering up when i return home to complain about my late night returns at 2 am) plus increasing degrees of nastiness between the management and those who were leaving. And then there were the assumption that i was leaving too, and all the endless resulting questions from anyone and everyone I meet in the lift from the various departments ARGH....I hate hate hate office politics!

It was really disheartening towards the end, we're all just out here making a living, just why do we have to make things difficult for each other?

Now they've finally left, and I'm going to be transferred to a new department with my boss, I hope they'll be nice.... I've been running on adrenaline, I think I need to go sleep for a couple of days.....

on a creative high. I seem to be very imaginative for someone who doesnt sleep more than an hour and a half everyday. *grumble*

Feeling anxious and scared because of what happened at my school. A student in my year was caught selling drugs to another student. The student who sold the drugs was expelled and the other student was closely monitored and taken a drug test. I was freaked out when I knew this. Looks like that the police have to be involved.

If there was a "worst school in the history of schools" award ...*grumbles*

Sick. Sore throat and headache.

Mine would probably have given you a run for your money.


I just found my favourite book after a lot of searching.
... And my Bible, Divine comedy, my small sketch pad, my medium squared pad and numerous else besides.
I need to clean, I think.

Still feeling... Conflicted, about another matter though.
Best thing for me, worst thing for me or both at the same time.
Sometimes I really hate emotion. That sod Love, in particular.

Relieved...just finished my practicum paper

Kind of...like I've been sitting in a sauna...or something. Mentally, that is. Some things are oddly refreshing.

Relieved. I kept putting off studying for my Bio tests until last night. After a late night study session, I aced all three today.