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*panics*

Someone should put me on medication.
Only probably not.
But then again ...

Still minorly depressed. Went home and last night and crashed on the couch for 4 hours, then piddled on NPs for a bit and went back to bed. Higher brain functions are starting to return, but I still feel blah.

Reading up on relativity and Chaos theory.
It is strangely.. Calming.

Really depressed.
Just found out I didn;t get my appeal for english, so basically I now have no hope of getting into medicine.

Worried about moving tomorrow.
Apprehensive about all the Freshers' Week crap I'm supposed to do.

I'm feeling like a procrasinator, if that's a word.

And I feel much better about my future Masters application

Way too responsible. I'm only a college sophomore; why am I thinking about where I'll go next year?

Aghast/surprised/enlightened/on the verge of crying from humorous-ness...

I just saw the season premiere of Ugly Betty...

Anxious.

In a little over two weeks time, I'll find out whether I was accepted into the hall of residence that I really want to go to or not - basically deciding where I live next year

miserable. dejected. hopeless. etc.

basically my mother treats me like garbage...but I have no where else to go.

I feel like jumping on that couch.

Uh, I'm happy that there's no school, annoyed that I was awake enough to get up at 4:45, and...not much else right now.

Oh, also, the night before last, I was feeling relieved over something important enough to me to be worth mentioning even though it's not at this moment.

Glad I'm home earlier than I would have been, had I attended all my lessons.

But on the other hand, now I have more time than usual to think about the things that are confusing me. Normally that wouldn't be such a bad thing, but in this case it definitely is.

To quote that guy from Malcolm in the middle.

"What is it? That feeling where you look around and you aren't filled with a festering rage?"

Dunno Why I'm feeling good, and I don't care.
It's a nice change.

Strangely mostly awake. I think that has something to do with the fact that I crashed out earlier than usual last night.
Plus, I just finished cutting my workload down to something MUCH more manageable for the day. Granted, it'll still be higher since we've got someone out sick, but it'll be nowhere as bad as one out sick plus all the extra stuff I had to deal with for the last two days.