Rachelle turned to look at the headmaster as he spoke. His words were filled with such a genuine sorrow that Rachelle found tears welling in her eyes. She grew afraid listening to his story of what had happened. Then... Then this really was the end of the world.
It was difficult to believe. Rachelle knew, had known all her life, that as long as there was magic in the world, there would be dangers that, if given the oppurtunity, could drench the world in eternal peril. But it had never occured to her that it might actually happen, especially not in her lifetime.
But that wasn't the worst of it. Now she was a Guardian? She blinked, her jaw slack, heart beating fast. She imagined a scene where she and the other three were standing just outside the boundaries of the town, watching it crumble into ash as fire and darkness enveloped it and its people. The word "failure" rang out menacingly in her mind.
But somewhere else in her head, a tiny voice sqeaked out its words. "I don't see why you're scared." It said, its high-pitched tone making it extremely unconvincing. You've been in danger before. You've done great things sometimes, even when you were on the edge of failing miserably. Surely you do that just once more, can't you?"
But Rachelle shook her head. The voice was incompetant and immature. It had no idea. Yes, she had gotten herself out of rather large dilemmas before, but those had been so long ago, and she had been lucky. She was older now, and this was the end of the world they were talking about. Either she succeeded, or she didn't. There was no in between, no "you tried your hardest, and that's all that counts."
Rachelle stared at the boy that she had laughed at earlier. He disagreed with the dragon called Phalan, saying that even as youngsters, they had been through a lot. She buried her face in her hands, sighing. She felt so small compared to the world now. Her once inflated ego was gone. She was as as strong now as a mouse was when facing a cat.
Looking up, she stared at the boy, shaking her head in disagreement. "The dragon is right." She said softly. "We're only children."
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